Irony...It's in There.
I haven't been on my blog in so long. When I left off I thought all I could say was said. That was my first mistake... I have always prided myself on being transparent. For me and for you. I'm telling you this because I am not able to share details about some of the events in my life since last meeting. That is hard for me but it is to protect innocence. I will say this much: Sean and I are no longer engaged and I am in no way affiliated with him. Last year in May, I got the most devastating news. In June, got worse. And shit just rolled down from there. I can't tell you what's happened but I can tell you it's been the hardest thing since losing Mike. And the betrayal felt bigger. I cried for three months straight. Just sat on my patio and cried. Woke up crying. Fell asleep crying. It gutted me. It consumed me. Swallowed me whole. By October my kids and I loaded up just what we could fit in the car and headed back to my hometown in Missouri. For a decad